oh my god is that my reflection? my eyes are burning. i know i shouldn’t rub them but it seems to help…my eyes are so red. when was the last time i slept through the night? probably not since before thanksgiving, i’ve lost track at this point. now where did i put that list? dammit i can’t keep track of anything in this mess! i’ve been carrying this stupid bear around for two days now, i don’t remember where it is supposed to go… i don’t know how much longer i can keep doing this. the job is getting to me. what happened to the youthful, jolly man i used to be? all i see is a blurred reflection of my former self…exhausted…my eyes are burning….