i snapped a quick photo of this ceramic angel during a pause in choir practice this evening. after a few missed sessions, i made to rehearsal tonight, late as usual. i enjoy singing, i like singing in choirs, i’ve talked about being part of a group again for the past few years and yet now, when the moment comes to go or to practice, it is too easy for me to make excuses not to. i’m dropping the ball. our holiday concert is next week and i am not prepared.
this behavior of mine is not limited to choir. it carries over into many aspects and activities of mine. nearly everyday i vow to start fresh and get my act together but it never quite happens….